I imagine my skull, my jaw moving, my 32
teeth chewing on my pizza, back and forth,
back and forth, back and forth, back and
forth, back and forth, back and forth,
back and forth, back and.. forth, back
and forth, back and forth, then the tongue
brings all of that mess further into my
throat so that I can swallow it.

one third remaining. throat feels warm,
constantly swallowing for some crumbs are
still lingering. I think I will take the
next part, the... wait a minute

my arm moved. why did it move? I can
control it but, why can I? think about it
for a minute. How can you make your, let's
say, right arm, move? what do you do for
that to happen? something? nothing? does
it happen on its own?

move your belly. make circles with it.
how can you do this? type on the keyboard.
what's happening? how does your brain know
how to type those letters? it's not
"muscle memory". your muscles don't have
brains. so it most likely come from your
main brain. how does he know how move your
fingers? you don't think about the
location of the next key you're gonna
type, yet you can type that key reliably.
where does this knowledge come from? from
your memories? so are you acknowledging
that YOU, you yourself reading these
lines, do NOT know how to operate them?
you need help from your memory to
understand how to operate your hands?

are you your memory? I think not. you
can laugh and joke and be happy as long
as you don't remember that your wife
died, for example. so clearly, you
aren't your memories. if you really
were, then that would mean you didn't
exist fully when you were too preoccupied
with the topic at hand before FINALLY
remembering that your wife died.
something isn't right here. so your
memories ARE a part of you, yet they
aren't? your memories depict you doing
stuff you regret doing, yet they aren't
you at the same time? you must have an
extremely thick skull to not understand
that something is weird there. what are
you waiting for to investigate this
topic?